Just read my dear DENISE's blog. Dear cousin, you really blog a whole lot...! Thanks for your testimonial. I hope you are reading this. Lol. Maybe i should ask you out one day so you get to go out more. Ha Ha!!! I'm sure your mom will let u go out with me, right? Lol. In good hands..HA HA!! Btw, your sister, prolly used you to de-stress. Don't worry much about it, all right? Your mom knows you the best. We all know you have grown so much and you know what you are doing. =)

Oh man, everything has been going on bad. I keep lamenting the fact that this so called term break is for us to have "family time" as said by the principal. I'm sure everyone knows what a break is. In any case, I freaking have to complete at least 3 projects and a couple of other assignments. What kind of break is this, you tell me, hmm? Apparently, the definition of break is not very well defined in the aspect of education in Singapore. Despite reckonings to the contrary that we must be assiduous since we are business students, there are actually students not doing much in times of project work. Some students, they absolutely hate business, but has undertaken it in vain that they will get a decent job when they graduate. I've been so pessimistic recently, really. I keep thinking darkness is gonna come engulf me. Like, the whole world is gonna turn bleak on me. Sometimes, I'm not able to fathom. Occasionally, I would run across a beam of light. I try not to stray, focusing, just to follow it. Hoping that one day, in delusional hope that I would make it. I know something is going to happen one day and I'm awaiting it.

Met up with Wan Yu and Fuddy yesterday. Wan Yu and I went shopping, met Fud for dinner. We bought KFC to eat at his place. In a way, it was like a visit to aunty. =) Saw Thaddeus. He's gonna be one cute hunk one day. We slacked in Fud's room. He showed us some shockingly repellent videos. Lol. Wan Yu & I know we have to be on our guards in school. Thanks Fud for sharing with us. We love ya. We took pictures, as usual. Fud is so much more charming now and Wan Yu as beautiful as always. Gathering with them made me feel so much more worth to be alive. I've not felt so worthy for so long that I've forgotten how it feels like to be treasured. To feel special and most importantly, to be loved and to be understood. Have you ever felt special because someone loves you for what is innate in you. They understand every sentence you say, the reasons behind it and will never deem you proud or ignorant for anything dumb that you say. Simply because they understand you and that's what really great.